Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Delicious Salmon Recipe

Denise is posting delicious recipes on her blog, so I decided to hop on the food train and post the recipe for the salmon I made last night. AZ cousin Gabi made this for me a couple months ago and so I attempted putting it together last night for Dan, his roommate Kyle and his girlfriend Melanie. I was so nervous but it turned out GREAT! I could have just died and gone to heaven right there in the kitchen.

I know a lot of you are vegetarian, but you can make this great relish and put it on top of some vegetarian chicken or eat it with pasta or pitas or whatever your heart desires.


Grilled Salmon with Sweet Corn, Tomato and Avocado Relish, and Grilled Asparagus
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2 large ears fresh yellow corn, peeled and silk removed
2 large Creole or other vine-ripened tomatos, cored and cut into 3/4-inch dice (about 2 cups)
2 Hass avocados (14 ounces), peeled, seeded and cut into 1/2-inch dice (about 2 cups)
6 tablespoons finely chopped red onions
2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley leaves
2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil
1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice
2 teaspoons salt
1/2 teaspoon freshly ground white pepper
4 (6-ounce) salmon fillets with the skin
1 tablespoon olive oil
1/2 teaspoon Essence, recipe follows
Grilled Asparagus with Garlic, recipe follows
4 sprigs fresh baby parsley

Bring a medium saucepan of water to a boil. Add the corn and simmer until tender, about 4 minutes. Drain. When cool enough to handle, cut the kernels from the ear and place in a medium bowl. To the corn, add the tomatoes, avocados, onions, parsley, olive oil, lemon juice, 1 teaspoon of the salt, and 1/4 teaspoon of the pepper. Toss to combine and set aside.

Preheat the grill to medium-high heat.

Lightly brush the fillets with the olive oil and season each on the flesh side with 1/8 teaspoon of the Essence, and 1/4 teaspoon of the remaining salt, and pinch of the remaining white pepper. Add to the grill, skin side down, and cook until the skin is crisp, 4 to 5 minutes. Turn and cook until the salmon is opaque and medium-rare, about 4 minutes, depending upon the thickness of the fillets.

To serve, lay the asparagus fillets down the center of 4 large plates and place the fillets on the asparagus. Spoon the relish over the fish, garnish each plate with a sprig of parsley, and serve immediately.

Emeril's ESSENCE Creole Seasoning (also referred to as Bayou Blast):
2 1/2 tablespoons paprika
2 tablespoons salt
2 tablespoons garlic powder
1 tablespoon black pepper
1 tablespoon onion powder
1 tablespoon cayenne pepper
1 tablespoon dried oregano
1 tablespoon dried thyme

Combine all ingredients thoroughly.

Yield: 2/3 cup

Recipe from "New New Orleans Cooking", by Emeril Lagasse and Jessie Tirsch
Published by William and Morrow, 1993.

Grilled Asparagus with Garlic:
1 pound large asparagus, woody ends trimmed*
3 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil
3/4 teaspoon coarse salt
1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
1/2 teaspoon fresh lemon juice
2 teaspoons chopped garlic

Preheat the grill to medium.

In a shallow baking dish, toss the asparagus with the oil to coat well. Add the salt, and pepper and toss to coat evenly.

Place the asparagus on the grill in a single layer, and cook, turning, until marked and tender, about 12 to 15 minutes. Transfer to a platter, sprinkle with the lemon juice and garlic and toss well. Cover with aluminum foil and let sit for 5 minutes before serving.

Yield: 4 servings

*NOTE: Large asparagus can be placed directly on the grill; smaller ones may fall through during cooking. If cooking thin asparagus, use a grill basket.

A Little Taste of the Desert

Here are a few photos from my little solo adventure on Sunday afternoon. I hiked the Mormon Loop and part of the National Trail on South Mountain in Phoenix. And yes, like Fivel from American Tale (and Fivel goes West), I did start seeing mirages in the last mile of my hike when my water ran out. It was unbelievably hot. So this will be my last South Mountain adventure until the heat subsides. The ridiculous sunburn I got is further evidence that I am like everyone else and do actually burn when exposed to the sun for long periods of time. For a while there I thought I was an exception to the rule.... apparently not so.

I will post a link to my Picasa web album that has more pictures in it. I took these for my dad because I know how much he likes cactus. I wanted to show him the different kinds I've seen out on the AZ trails. It wasn't very lush because we're in the dead heat of the summer at the moment, so hopefully in the fall I'll be able to get some better shots.

Enjoy! http://picasaweb.google.com/valerie.s.porter



Sunday, July 27, 2008

Adventures of Bear Griz Part II... in action

The Bear Griz saga continues...

So some of you may have seen a random video of Bear Griz from Zions, here is a follow-up from the Dead Sea. Andrea, you know you love it!


video video video

Song of the Week

Radiohead
In Rainbows, 2007
"Reckoner"
________________________


Reckoner
You can't take it with you
Dancing for your pleasure

You are not to blame for
Bittersweet distractor
Dare not speak its name
Dedicated to all you
all human beings

Because we separate like
ripples on a blank shore
(in rainbows)
Because we separate like
ripples on a blank shore
(in rainbows)

Reckoner

Take me with you
Dedicated to all you
all human beings

Thursday, July 24, 2008

My Favorite Poem

Disillusionment of Ten O’Clock

WALLACE STEVENS, 1915

The houses are haunted
By white night-gowns.
None are green,
Or purple with green rings,
Or green with yellow rings,
Or yellow with blue rings.
None of them are strange,
With socks of lace
And beaded ceintures.
People are not going
To dream of baboons and periwinkles.
Only, here and there, an old sailor,
Drunk and asleep in his boots,
Catches tigers
In red weather.



This is a favorite poem of mine from my Modern American Lit. class in college. Somehow it has always been on my mind, and probably always will be. My dad sent me a little poem in the mail yesterday and it made me think back to the days that I would think of life through poetry, looking for understanding and new possibilities. There is something to be said about a wild imagination and the STRANGENESS of this world that is all around us. You just have to keep your eyes open... you're bound to see some colorful things.

Life can be so mundane, so routine, so day to day. I measure good days by the occurrence of something out of the ordinary, something surprising, something that makes me think there is more to life than making money and getting by. Summer school has drained the excitement out of my life just a tad, so I'm hoping to explore a little bit in this month off... the landscape, myself, others... and see what's out there.

Happy Trails everyone! I am going to miss the AZ Porters this week while they are gone to Newport, I am so jealous they get to see the California Austins, as well as Diane & Kyle. Hope you guys have a blast and bring back some good stories.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Adventures of Bear Griz


So as I'm sure many of you probably heard, due to my constant laments of boredom over the past few weeks, Dan went to Israel to fix some problems at the Intel site located there. The pictures I am about to post are deceiving, as they may depict a tropical vacation full of relaxation and good times. While he did get to see some beautiful sites, float in the Dead Sea, tour Jerusalem, snorkel in the Red Sea, attend a Bar Mitzvah, and go running on the beach, he actually spent his whole three weeks there working almost 24 hours around the clock. He was a weary traveler when he returned home on Thursday, but after sleeping off the jet lag it has been GREAT to have him back! Now we finally have a few slower weeks to catch our breath before our Canada trip on August 16th. I don't think he'll mind me sharing a few of his great photos... I think he likes the celebrity status he often gets on my blog :)

Jerusalem
Snorkeling in the Red Sea Sunset on beach outside of his hotel Floating in the Dead Sea A paraglider on the beach
There is a video from Zions some of you may have seen, with Narrator Bear Griz on the loose. Since Andrea LOVED this video so much, Dan put together another segment for your viewing pleasure from the Dead Sea. When I get a hold of this clip I'll post it!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Just a few of the important things I ponder about all day...

WHAT IS UP WITH MUTANT CHERRIES? The last 3 bags I have purchased (from 2 different stores, even) have been filled about 80% of the way with these little ruby marvels. I don't understand how it's done, but someone's got a sense of humor. At least they brighten my day at work.

I will have everyone know that I have officially graduated... from the Arizona Defensive Driving School, that is. I am making a promise -NO MORE photo radar tickets for me! Not only was today the most boring day of my life, it cost me 300 dollars that I didn't have to begin with. During traffic school I remembered this ritual Shane Bulkley, Lori May and I used to have. WHAT ARE WE? SAFE DRIVERS!! We would yell this in each other's faces for no known reason, I guess just to pass the time. I think I might tell them to incorporate this into their future classes for some entertainment value.

Instructor Bob and I had a nice 6-hour session on why I shouldn't talk on my cell phone anymore while driving. So six hours of watching accident after accident, along with my family's constant nagging on the subject, has given me a change of heart. I am committing myself to not answer the phone or reply to texts while driving. If you sense that I may be driving during our next telephone call, don't be afraid to hang up on me. That's what Instructor Bob told us to tell family and friends. I realize I'm putting myself at risk when I do this, but when I started thinking about the other people's lives I'm endangering simultaneously, I really felt selfish. So please help me in my goal to be a safer driver. Because I know ya'll couldn't survive without my wit and charm :)


Hope you all had a RELAXING and more enjoyable Sunday than I've had so far. I did learn a lesson, though, so I guess it has been a quality day. And of course more to come tonight at the AZ Porter family dinner!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Oh and brother you should know...

So I know that I always say one song or another is my FAVORITE, but I am busting out the big stops today and posting a song from my top 5. I hope this song means as much to you as it does to me. I think it reflects the natural process of life… that we all make mistakes, we learn from them, and then reflect back from time to time on how far we’ve come and how much we’ve learned along the way.

Sometimes, though, I find myself getting hung up on a particular loss, a misunderstanding, a trial, and getting stuck in that spot, unable to move… unable to progress… unable to see past my own nose (which happens to be quite short, if that tells you anything). I have to remind myself during these times that there isn’t anybody in this world who hasn’t felt the pain of a broken heart, a lost dream, disappointment, regret, letdown, abandonment, loneliness and sorrow. On any street at any given time, these emotions are building up in the people walking past us, just dying for release, for relief. Right now I’m working on learning to sense those emotions in others, and think less about my own problems, worries, stresses and concerns. It has been hard but I hope to become more perceptive of other people’s feelings and understand what help they need, rather than express my projection of what I think they are going through and lend advice that is neither welcome or necessary.

Every living thing is facing a multiplicity of decisions and actions at any given time, and influence from others really does directly affect whether those decisions will produce positive or negative results. I know the people around me definitely give me little pushes in directions that will be helpful for my life. I am grateful for that gentle guidance, and I hope to in turn share that with the people who will cross my path. I know that when I have an instinct to say or do something for someone, it is almost always right on. Lately I haven’t been acting on those feelings in my gut enough… maybe because I’m scared to, I don’t really know. But I’m going to try harder to think with my heart, because it seems to understand people a lot better than this cloudy brain of mine :)

I hope everyone is having a good weekend… I am looking forward to some storms in the next few days so I can take a few pictures and show you all the awesomeness that is the monsoon. Until next time!

Song of the Week

Mason Jennings
Century Spring, '07
“East of Eden”


I'm just a student of this life, just like my father
I am a stranger to this heart, just like my mother…

Oh, and brother you should know
That this heart's still filled with sadness and regret
But I'm learning as I go,
To forgive the things that I just can't forget.

Sometimes this heart is made of glass
And I often find myself
Living only in the past,
Thinking mostly of myself.

But I'll believe you when you say
That these are things that time can heal
And this beating in my heart
Says this love we have is real.

All of these wishes I once lost, are now returning
All of the demons I have fought, are slowly turning…

Oh, and brother you should know
That there is no one in this world who feels no pain
And I'm learning as I go,
To accept the things that I've no power to change

All of these streets are heading out
And this song's no longer blue
And although nothing's figured out,

Looks like we've both made it through.

If there were one thing I could ask
I would ask you where you've been,
'cause I still wonder where you were
When this whole big ship sank in.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Blackbird fly... into the light of the dark black night


The minutes are slowly fading at the end of a long week... a week that was flooded with a sea of emotions, tears, hugs, understandings, confusion, tribute, questions, sadness, and love. I had to post a James Taylor song (my favorite song that he has written) because Uncle David was the one who made me my first mixed CD of James Taylor songs in junior high. I listened to it over and over again throughout junior high and high school, and am still listening to it now. It seems as though David touched many people's lives through his love for music.

As I reflect on life in the hours before sleep arrives, I am once again assured of the fact that I am surrounded by an incredible group of individuals that I feel honored to call my FAMILY. We'll make it through these hard times together.

Like Denise said, we all need to commit to be a burden to each other, to share in the joys of life together, to keep a close eye on each other in the trying times, to share our stories, our laughter, our adventures, our hearts.


Thank you Denise, Evan, Susan and Dad (Paul) for sharing your thoughts about your brother David. You honored him in a beautiful way. The time we shared together this week was short, but it filled my heart in a remarkable way. I love you, Porters.

Song of the Week

James Taylor
"You Can Close Your Eyes"

(Aunt Annie & Auggie)

Well the sun is surely sinking down,

But the moon is slowly rising.
So this old world must still
Be spinning round
And I still love you.

So close your eyes,
You can close your eyes, it's all right.
I don't know no love songs
And I can't sing the blues anymore.
But I can sing this song
And you can sing this song when I'm gone.

It won't be long before another day,
We gonna have a good time.
And no one's gonna take that time away.
You can stay as long as you like.

So close your eyes,
You can close your eyes,
It's all right.
I don't know no love songs
And I can't sing the blues anymore.

But I can sing this song

And you can sing this song when I'm gone.



Sunday, July 06, 2008

Every once in a while, when it's good, it'll feel like it should.


I think I’ve started writing a post about 30 times this month and have just shut down my computer and walked away in frustration. I’ve had a hard time putting my feelings into words lately, probably because the feelings are complicated and new to me.

This week marks 6 full months in AZ. I guess that makes me a real Arizonian?! The heat does not always agree with me, but for the most part I dig it.

I first heard the song “Stop this Train” last fall when John Mayer released his latest album “Continuum.” I loved it. I remember listening to it on the way down to AZ for a little visit before the move. I thought about the fact that I would be leaving home and all the experiences that would come along with that. But it didn’t get real until everyone else went home after the holidays and I was left in my new home, all alone and trying to figure things out. Since then I’ve had a lot going on, a lot of insights, a lot of fun, a lot of anything and everything, nonstop.

Andrea’s visit out to AZ last month brought on a lot of feelings I had thrown in an old grocery bag and tried to stuff in a little depository somewhere in the bottom of my gut. Spending time with my favorite cuz found me remembering little details of life back home and I started thinking about where the hell I am going out here, what is going on with the people I care about back home, and how I am going to maintain a life of my own, on my own, without those people by my side.

By the 6-month point the initial excitement of being on my own started to fade and real life began to set in. I’ve moved, my bills have gotten bigger, school is much harder, and my work is more challenging with everyday that goes by. When I went to the doctor they did some blood work and found that my iron was extremely low. I had been running all over the place with crazy energy for 6 months and drove myself into the ground. I think this month was very good for me to take a step back and think about what it takes to maintain energy for work, good health and happiness. My resources seemed to be slowly dwindling, and my good spirits along with that. I spent a couple weeks not being able to get out of bed on time in the morning, just laying there feeling miserable, wondering when I was going to stop feeling so tired. Luckily I have a lot of good people around me who check in to make sure things are going okay. I’ve had a lot of support from my family and friends back home, as well as my new family and friends out here. Dan and my boss harass me daily about taking my iron and eating enough, Lori actually got online and had groceries delivered to my door (who even knew you could do that?), and my family is always there on the other line when I need to talk.

For a little while I just wanted the train to stop, to grab my things and run back to the comfort of home. Not having my own group of friends who I have history with and am comfortable with has been hard for me out here. I very much judge the happiness in my life by the connections I am making with others. Seeing my family on our vacation in Southern Utah really helped cure the homesickness by letting me catch up and feel close to my brothers and sisters, but also reminded me what my purpose of leaving home was in the first place. I came back to AZ with a greater understanding of this process we call “growing up.” This is my time right now and if I stop the train it’s gonna keep moving right along without me. And no one is gonna pick up my bags and throw me back on a moving train.

We all make our choices in life – and have to live with the things we gain from those choices and the things we lose simultaneously. And you’d have to be blind to life to not know that there will always be losses. For everything you CHOOSE, at the same time you’re not choosing another person or experience that could have been. Hopefully the decisions I’m making end up being more rewarding than other alternatives. That’s what I’m striving and hoping for. And it’s always a process of negotiating the terms, putting them into perspective, and planning for the next step before actually taking it.

So while listening to this song I remember last week, sitting around the campground with my family and enjoying a few comforts from home – like honey butter scones, the gorgeous Utah scenery, Erica’s beautiful smile and willingness to do anything for anybody, nate dawg’s humor and the enthusiasm for life you get from being around him, josh and all the inside jokes and quirks we share, Misty and the deep connection I’ve developed with her over the past 3 years, her children and the smile they bring to my face, and of course my dad’s classic stories I’ve heard over and over for 23 years. It was all there. And it felt so right, even as I drove away and realized I was going back to my own life. And that I was excited again for the challenge.

Here is to another 6 months of growth and good times. Sitting here writing this has made me feel like a very lucky person. I have so many people who bring happiness to my life in so many different ways. Life is hard, but isn’t that the beauty of it? To enjoy the times when you finally catch a break! And along the way to celebrate the small victories that do come your way and make the grey clouds move a little faster in the opposite direction.

Stuck in traffic on the 202 East.

Song of the Week

"Stop This Train"
Continuum, 2007
John Mayer



No I'm not colorblind,
I know the world is black and white.
I try to keep an open mind
But I just can't sleep on this tonight.

Stop this train
I want to get off
And go home again.
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

Don't know how else to say it,
I don't want to see my parents go.
One generation's length away
From fighting life out on my own.

Stop this train
I want to get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

So scared of getting older,
I'm only good at being young.
So I play the numbers game
To find a way to say that life has just begun.
Had a talk with my old man
Said ‘help me understand’
He said ‘turn sixty-eight,
You'll renegotiate.’

‘DON'T stop this train –
Don't for a minute change the place you're in
And don't think I couldn't ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we'll never stop this train.’

Once in a while, when it's good
It'll feel like it should!
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
Till you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

Singing…
Stop this train
I want to get off
And go home again.
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
Cause now I see I'll NEVER stop this train.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

One more cup of coffee for the road...

A mighty absence from the blogging world it has been! The month of June was basically a whirlwind, as you can see in the lineup of photos from here, there, and just about everywhere in between. From a favorite cousin visit to moving to strep throat to San Francisco to concerts to hiking in southern utah, it's been a looooong, interesting, surprising, stressful and exciting ride - just to note a few adjectives for ya. I'll thrown in some photo captions and then follow up the photos with some good ole' fashioned Val-flavored "life" commentary in a separate blog.

Jay Babes & Valpal on the right fork trail of Zions National Park

Val & Dan at the top of Angel's Landing, another trail in Zions

VP & KP enjoying good music and some cousin love <3

Candice & Val soaking up Death Cab for Cutie on a
ridiculously hot summer night in Mesa :)

Val & Griz (Dan for those who don't know him under the alias) at
Minus the Bear and Jimmy Eat World at the Dodge Theater in Phoenix

Valerie & Amanda getting ready to hit the dance floor at the Alvarez wedding!

Dan & Val at Wente Vineyard in Livermore, CA for the Jeff & Janica Alvarez wedding

Valpal setting up camp at Shah's

The Porter/Austin connection is a deadly one when Manuels sketchy
mexican food and sunburns mix on a Sunday afternoon

Annie & Val soaking up some rays at the Lake on a sunny AZ day

The Griz Bear's b-day, after celebrating at Nellos